4/30/2006

ZombieFly

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 3:26 pm

Life is better as a zombie.

So you’re hungry for brains all the time, and you’re kind of slow and ineffectual about procuring them. And yeah, your limbs are kind of stiff and swing from side to side, and maybe you do drag your right foot so much that you start wearing down the tread on the sole. Plus, ok. Your clothes kind of suffer from all the bloody rips.

But everywhere you go, you bring people joy! All you have to do is lurch past them humming, “brains brains brains,” or gently moaning a tuneless song, and smiles and laughter appear from out of nowhere. Kids explode into shocked giggles. People snap pictures of you like you’re a famous rock star, and follow you around saying things like, “This is so cool!” You don’t have to pay any attention to traffic lights or walk signals, because grinning cops make sure no one runs you down. You can stumble over to the windows of buses and slaver at the people inside, and no one complains about the bloodstains you leave on the glass. If you’re feeling naughty, you can almost always get someone to jump out of their skin by looking for the ones that haven’t noticed you yet and falling into their path with a gurgle. And best of all, you don’t have to worry about how you look or what you say. It’s all good when you’re a zombie — no egos, no political or emotional baggage, no self-esteem or anxiety issues.

The protesters who hold up “Adam and Eve, not Adam and Gblaaaaaargh!” posters are kind of lame, though. And they’re wrong about zombies bringing down property values. I mean, we free up all kinds of land for schools and shops and things — no cemeteries necessary!
Zombie Suit 2

Zombie Me

AdamZombie2

More pictures here. I miss my zombiefly life already.

4/29/2006

Dead to the World

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 2:21 pm

We were looking through an issue of the Dig last night while waiting for a table to open up at Emma’s, and decided on the spur of the moment that we were going to be part of the Zombie March this evening from Davis Square to Central Square (not a long walk, but zombies move real slow).

We just got back from the Garment District, where we picked up clothes we can shred and on our way to Adam’s house, where we’ll pick up zombie #3 of our party, we’re planning on grabbing some nice grey makeup and fake blood - pictures soon, I promise.

Wish us luck!

4/27/2006

Secrets

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 9:48 pm

I am working on a couple of little projects that I am excited about, but that aren’t ready for launching yet. I’ll have some things to share about those soon. And tonight I met and talked to someone that I’ve been curious about for a long time, and after our 10 minute conversation I walked home smiling deep and sweet. But I’m not ready to tell you about him yet — first I want to see if I can get to know him a little, and see what he’s about.

I feel bubbly with secrets; small ones, and yeah I don’t need to keep them. They’re only foolish, and sure I could spill them, but while I hold on to them they fill me, and if I tell them they might pop and disappear like the sparkle on a glass of champagne.

4/26/2006

A life in layers

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 8:08 pm

A Life in Layers

One need not be a Chamber—to be Haunted—

One need not be a Chamber—to be Haunted—
One need not be a House—
The Brain has Corridors—surpassing
Material Place—

Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting
External Ghost
Than its interior Confronting—
That Cooler Host.

Far safer, through an Abbey gallop,
The Stones a’chase—
Than Unarmed, one’s a’self encounter—
In lonesome Place—

Ourself behind ourself, concealed—
Should startle most—
Assassin hid in our Apartment
Be Horror’s least.

The Body—borrows a Revolver—
He bolts the Door—
O’erlooking a superior spectre—
Or More—

– Emily D(ickinson)

*******

My head hurts tonight.

P.S. I nearly named my undergraduate thesis “One Need Not Be a Chamber” (it was written on the theme of memory). My advisor kindly told me to piss off and find another title, since this one made him think about toilets.

4/24/2006

Black and White

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 6:45 pm

I really, really, really need to work on a freelance article tonight — I’ve only written one for the month and all five are due May 10th. But I wanted to share two things:

1) These photographs of Bill, Anya’s lovely partner, taken Saturday night over coffee at Diesel. He’s a charming subject with wonderful laugh lines and the best glasses. They’re cute together.

Bill times four plus one camera-shy Anya

2) A., I am working on a post of break-up stories for you. Well. Not really for you, because that’s not a very nice present. But you have been making me think about them. So more on that later and for now, adieu!

*Later*: Ben just called me from the road somewhere between Jacksonville and Tampa, FL! Made my night, even if it did take me away from my incredibly productive evening of writing.

4/23/2006

The Dresden Dolls at the Orpheum, Friday April 21st 7:30pm

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 1:16 pm

I wanted to write about the Dresden Dolls concert we went to on Friday night, mostly for my own remembrance but also because it was an oddly beautiful experience, full of unexpected humor and energy and humanity, and I wanted to share that with you even though most of you probably haven’t ever heard their music (which you should remedy post-haste).

The Dolls describe themselves using the words “Brechtian Punk Cabaret,” an epithet which nearly every newspaper article and CD review mentions at some point and which I thought I’d get out of the way quickly, because while it’s an evocative turn of phrase and meaningful in some ways (Amanda’s lyrics are Brechtian I suppose, in that they’re very detached, sort of anti-romantic explorations of darkly funny aspects of human behavior and experience; the music is kind of fairground-piano-punk-rock; they often perform in makeup and costume) I suspect that it’s becoming a limiting description for the band. At least, I find it limiting because it implies a kind of stylized, highly crafted performance ethos and what I saw on Friday was more like two people beginning to reveal themselves with kindness and honesty, without the need to be ornate.

They have a lovely young neo-goth/ren-fair/arty-geek following, and they encourage/invite interactive art/performances, which they call “brigading,” at their concerts — so there was a little block party going on on the sidewalk outside the Orpheum before the show, with people in costumes and tattoos and chalk on the asphalt and glass balls and whirling and makeup and skin and silver and bowler hats and flowers. The vibe was gentle, though, and although Ross and I weren’t dressed up we didn’t feel unwelcome or out of place. We went in and got ourselves a couple of cups of overpriced beer and watched everyone, smiling at the crowd and each other. It was like being at a festival. A radiant woman dressed as a cigarette girl with a box around her shoulders stopped us to announce that I’d gotten my glasses from Eye-Q (indeed) and I took a postcard from her; Ross won a button from a white-faced mime. After a few minutes Amanda appeared out of nowhere, the hostess of our party, riding on the shoulders of a big bearded man. Leaning out into the throng she jovially chided us for not going into the theater to hear the first kick-ass band that was opening for them. Everyone laughed and whooped softly, nobody mobbed her, and she disappeared as quickly as she’d come.

Ross and I tossed our plastic cups in the trash and climbed three flights of stairs till we got to the upper balcony, a million miles away from the stage (but with a great view of the peeling ceiling!) and fumbled our way to the approximate location of our seats — no lights, and the numbered brass plaques on the rickety armrests are mostly broken or missing in the Orpheum. It didn’t matter that we were so far away, because we’d brought Evelyn and Maury’s old opera glasses, which we flipped open and used to examine the tattoos and make-up of fellow audience members, and to peer at Porsches On the Autobahn, the band Amanda had invited us in to see. They’re a fabulous pseudo-German shouty rappy suit and sunglasses-wearing foursome with absolutely no singing voices but a hysterical sense of style and comic timing.

They were followed by a mildly irritating (but undeniably talented) sword-swallower/circus manager, a hula-hooper who stripped to flowers-on-her-nipples and underwear, and another Boston-based opening band, the very operatic Human Wine — which Ross and I both loved. They sound, and kind of look, like what you’d think might happen if characters from The Nightmare Before Christmas came to life and decided they wanted to write political songs. In other words, they were rather wonderful.

After an hour or so of all this, Amanda and Brian — who’d both appeared on stage at various points in the proceedings, joining in the cavorting — came on to do their set at last. They opened with the sharp and sinister (but very funny) “Sex Changes,” the song which also opens their new album Yes, Virginia. Brian was in his black bowler and a red t-shirt, which he discarded during song #2 or 3, and Amanda was bare-faced, wearing a black t-shirt that said “Roxbury” on it (I think — best my opera-glasses would do for me), black velveteen hot pants, garters, and the black and white striped thigh-highs she’s got on, among other places, at the end of the Girl Anachronism video. (I envied her garters, having spent most of my day tugging up my own over-the-knee socks.)

The fact that Amanda and Brian weren’t in makeup or costumes was a reflection, for me, of the way the rest of the evening felt — intimate, essential, and real. The only theatrical aspect of their appearances was the fact that they both looked very much like great tall skinny spiders, stretching and poking at the webs of their instruments all night: Brian perched all long limb and arching stick behind his drumset, Amanda tipping over towards her keyboard and sharply sliding her left leg behind her right every few minutes like a gangly puppet doing an exaggerated parody of a curtsey, or pulling a knee up till it almost met her chin. Sometimes she stood one-legged, like a crane, like she was about to take off.

They played a good long set of songs from both their albums and a bunch of covers, including a third-time-lucky version of Leonard Cohen’s “Dance Me to the End of Love” which they were trying to record for a friend’s wedding next month and which they spent several minutes fucking up gloriously before they found their keys and made it through. Also, wild things, this surely must have been a shout-out: they put Sendak’s Pierre to music. ;-) They were loud and soft and sweet and roaring, tender and tinkly and dark and beautiful, and best of all they played Half-Jack with what must have been a five minute introduction on piano and drums that had my heart pounding in rich anticipation for that first line. I sat back in my seat and watched Amanda’s hands — she played with the entire surface of her forearms, with the heels of her hands, the sides of her palms, as if she wanted to cover the keys with her skin.

They played an encore that started off sweet and turned anthemic, Amanda chuckling as she told us how she’d written “Sing” in response to an argument she’d watched their fans having on the internet, over whether or not it was ok for the audience to sing during a concert. I grinned, thinking about how annoyed I’d gotten with the long-haired girls behind us whose sibilant whisper-singing I could hear all through the soft songs, pulled Ross to his feet and hoped his lungs were pushing out his voice as loud as it would go.

And then it was over and we walked out, holding hands and smiling at each other. On the way home I said to Ross what a generous performance it was, and he thought I meant how many songs they played — but really I was talking about how much of themselves they’d given us, and how clear it was that they enjoyed their guests, including a fantastically sweet and hysterically funny Sparkle Motion-like band of girleens they’d invited on stage wearing boas and glittery heels.

So that’s my long post for the weekend, folks. Go listen, go watch a video, go buy a CD. Because the Dresden Dolls might look like a couple of freaks, but they’re really a couple of sweethearts. Don’t tell ‘em I said so though.

4/19/2006

Pressed…

Filed under: — goddessparkle @ 9:38 pm

…as always, between memory and new beginnings.

Two Pressed Flowers

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